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Thu Jul 16, 2009, 6:57 AM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: past in present - feist
  • Reading: the irresistible revolution -shane claiborne
what does home mean?

is it just a place you lay your head, or is it something more than that?



i think home is a place where you know you belong. a place that you know you can always run to and feel better.
i think there's a point in everyone's life where home doesn't feel like that anymore.

i guess i've hit that point.
i don't know what to do or where to put myself. that feeling of belonging has disappeared and i feel so lost.




i don't know who i am and i don't know where i'm going.

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:iconombroparanojo:
*hugs

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If I could
I would make the world silver
Just for you

<3<3<3
:iconmangled-flesh:
TJ says "Home is where the heart is".

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Jessica is more hxc than you
:iconbleedingphlypaper:
haha awh thanks jess that was cute

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Late nights and early parades
Still photos and noisy arcades
My darling, we’re both on the wing, look down and keep on singing!
And we can go anywhere

Are you there?
:iconicysparks4:
Haha
Garden State, what?
I hit this point last year. I still don't feel at home in my house. (Sorry, that's pretty dismal)

As with Garden State, maybe that feeling of home will return when you build a home for yourself, for your family, for your kids. Until then, the feeling'll probably stay. Maybe.

MAYBE
You need to re-establish that feeling of home. Kind of like with songs. Like, I associate the Fleet Foxes with Christopher, but I'm changing it slowly because I listen to them with Amy a lot now.

MAYBE
You need to stay away from your house for a little while, and then come back.

OR,
I could giftwrap your house, and I could give it to you for your birthday saying "HERE'S A HOME FOR YOU."

PERHAPS
There was something that happened at home, like a change of smell or someone switched the livingroom around or a family member left. 'Cause our house doesn't smell the same as it was when I was a kid, and I know that makes me sad. And Jan's never, ever around, which really, really changes things.

ALSO
I find that feeling of home dissapates over the summer.

WHAT IF
You just need a routine? Like School, work ect.

THAT IS ALL.
Love, Hilary.

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Even Jesus just wanted a little more time!
When he was walkin' Spanish down the hall.
:iconicysparks4:
Also, I love Ugly Casanova and am happy that you listen to them.

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Even Jesus just wanted a little more time!
When he was walkin' Spanish down the hall.
:iconbleedingphlypaper:
that is by far the most put together and thoughtful comment i have ever received.

ever.

as for garden state i must say i absolutely love that movie! but now i feel like somewhat of a looser for steeling its plot line.

well missy..
you didn't give me many choices but i'm prettty sure a gift wrapped home would be a lovely way to fix this dilemma lol. i look forward to my birthday! : )


good luck on finding your home! and thank you : )


<3


p.s.

i'm glad you finally listened to them : D i love them soooo so much <3

--
Late nights and early parades
Still photos and noisy arcades
My darling, we’re both on the wing, look down and keep on singing!
And we can go anywhere

Are you there?

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